memory of nobody

Danga Bay, Chevrolet Optra and bio...(eh?) I thought it was Debian(haha). My colleague point me to the AirAsia flight turbin and he told me, "Macam debian punya logo" I saw a spiral on top the turbin blades. Pretty much like Debian Logo That's spark me to shoot for a pix. And I was warned by the airport staff. Uh,uh. Flash lamp will spark burst,eh? I was presented my "mock" research proposal. Suggested "Profiling Bioinformatics Application Behavior on Distributed Computing Architecture". Eh, will this gonna be bioinformatics specific or hardware optimization specific.or? Flashback: I spent almost a week at the office. When it's Subh azan,went back to my house for bath and pray. Reading all the journals and papers was not funny,really. Tough eye balls. No world cup. Ewh. And have some VCD lure. Uh,uh. you gonna be kidding. Anyway, I learned a lot and UTM SLAB Research Course is no joke. Really. My proposal has been corrected with comments so I have...

a walk to remember.... salam, just to write something.. 1st i try to make it in english though seems poyo. who cares. better than ikan puyu in a sense. ehheheehe... life a bit(well,a lot) hectic these days... i'm counting my days to minden. afraid,joy,tired all those feelings mixed. afraid since i gonna do my masters-and i have to score so that my sureties/guarantors and of course me will not worry about the scholarship. tired-since i did slept in office for almost a week.finishing literature review.bulk of journals printed(almost a stack) to read.then crunching all the infos to create 20pages of mock research proposal.jpa need them. utm really serious for this kind of thing. suffer lor. so if you got chance to go for SLAB soon,think twice or thrice. you'll go this stage-sleepless nite. ;-) and AWP muktamar.need to do report. bro hilwani asked for report. but i can't make this time. because i do all this thing alone. report financial somehow i also have to do...

In God we trust everyone else pays salam, i just want to put my words here since this mail is silent. so silent and when i looked into the sky i'm thinking i much like a white feather being brought by the wind going anywhere without purpose without sound without interference. really? hehe. betrayal is a breach of trust. mangkuk that being brought to melati's house is a case study. for you for sure. and i don't even want to remember it as it was a @$$@. really @$@$@. a metamorphosis of human being to a @$@@$^%$% .or human waste. don't trust anyone easily. but blood or by money. but people always asking for money. nak itu nak ini. like we get it easily celah gigi. when we helped people,we always thought that we did that for Allah. what if the people we helped intentionally and emotionally exploited us? and we helped them with trust? put trust to trashcan. because trust is no longer exist. but i need trust to find surety for my study leave. hehe. at least i need someone e...

Stamp life is quite different. things going like wheels. i look at the sky and saw bluish sky and white clouds. suddenly i felt hopes. and life above the wheel that always round and round. just went from LHDN and get my agreement documents stamped. the 1st time i guess fill in that particular PDS 1 form. get other jobs to be solved. other responsibles to be accomplished. somehow felt lonely in a way,when all these things have to be solved at your own. and you don't have particular person that really want to spend time to talk with. have to be on your own. own effort as you/me are the one who will enjoy if it's a success. suffer if it gonna be less (na'uzubiLLah). but talking to someone really cheer me up. though it's not really significant to other people eyes'. and talking with Skype won't really work well. verbal,face to face communication works then.

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Of Doctors and Lawyers Some people don't understand doctors. Well I don't. I stay in my house with my friend-and he is practicing medical doctor. He do locum(part time @ clinic) and he experienced on call. And did befriended with a doctor too(she's married btw). But I still don't understand. And you tell me how and why should I understand it. And they-the doctor ask me to understand them once. But I don't. And I don't want. But there might be reasons in the future for me to force myself to understand that. Then come lawyers. Some lawyers advised me to lodge report because of the motorbike that being paid under my name being brought away by my "friend". So they advised my to lodge for stolen motobike. So what's the big deal. No big deal if they got you did false report. Two years in jail. Good for you. One girl who now is a deputy attorney general (AG) told me just let ourself to seems stupid and steady but not get caught. By teh way,I got my motor...

Just got the offer letter Just went back from Putrajaya. Going up to level 5 Parcel E (KPT) and asked for my SLAB letter. Huhu. Kindof weird. Last time I served people at Parcel C-yeah sysadmin stuffs. Today I am here as part of them(people to be served). Hehe. Then there goes teh offer letter stated my name,my incoming university(USM!) and.. all the agreement stuffs need to be signed. Parcel B-Mampu. Met one friend there and had a lunch. Herm, I just want to tell how can I get there before I got my stomach filled. First, I observed for Parcel E,then D,then C... and where B goes? Uh.uh. So there goes me myself in front of the Putrajaya mosque. Call for alert. and arrived. hehe. Unlike the other parcel's building Parcel B's security protocol need ya to exchange your ID with the visitor's card at the main gate itself.